Different coloured worlds

How is it possible

for somebody to live

in a rainbow coloured world

and see grey

and for someone different

to live in grey

but keep the hope to see the rainbow?

Finding happiness

How can it be that we care so little,

about something as crucial as our dreams?

How can we give them up so easily

and live someoneelse's life in sadness?

How can it be so difficult to be

ourselves, but not to be somebody else?

Why hide from our happiness in shadows,

run to the happiness of someone else

and when finally we reach it try again

with different happiness of someone else

and never find our own happiness

which is the only one that makes us happy?

Life doesn't make sense!

Time

Time.

Time.

T-I-M-E.

Such a simple 4-letter word.

And yet, such a complicated meaning.

Time.

So seemingly real,

so really false.

Just an ilusion.

And yet we allow this ilusion

to control all our lives

and to leave us living in fear

of not having enough of it.

Time,

why do you haunt me at nights

and get lost during the day?

Time,

why is it so difficult

to see you as what you really are?

Time.

Time.

T-I-M-E.

Just leave me alone.

Looking at each other

You looked at me.

You looked at me

and smiled.

Then you looked away,

 and kept smiling.

I saw you looking at me

from the corner of my eyes.

I turned around

and looked at you.

I really looked at you.

And when you realised

I was looking at you,

you stopped smiling.

Start now!

What are you waiting for?

Do you think the world will

wait for you as it spins?

In that case I'm sorry

to disappoint you:

It won't!

So if you really want to make your dreams come true

Start now!

Life

Wouldn't life be so much sweater

if it was posible

to make a living

by being alive?

What are you so stressed about?

Tell me,

what are you so stressed about?


Is it really that important

to waste any single minute

thinking about this constant

worry?


Tell me,

What are you so stressed about?


Is it really necesary

to remember your worries

instead of letting thoughts vary

to joy?


Tell me,

what are you so stressed about?


Wouldn't you feel so much better

to just focus on whatever

and leave it until later,

much later?


Now tell me,

What are you still so stressed about?

Before our time

In days of long before our time

the world around us was just fine.

No huge holes opened in the sky

above the place where most birds fly.

The temperature was just right

not too low and not too hight.

The sea looked marvelous and blue

of thick, dark oil was yet no clue.

And life killed just to survive,

not only to feel more alive.

Those wonderful, magic days

long before human arrived

during which the earth not pays

for what we have done.

Failures

"Failures are bad!"

"Who told you that?

Failures are good

in the right mood.

When used to learn

Much you can earn.

And then next time

it'll be just fine!"

Looking at the mirrow

I stood up this morning at 6 a. m.

went straight to the mirrow and looked at me.

But as much as I looked I couldn't see

that person that I wanted to be.

And the day passed on, but then late at night

again I stood in front of it.

And as always I stood of time a bit

then went to bed and wondered as I sit

whether or not I was going to live

to live forever and ever like this

and whether or not my actual life is

the one, when I'm old, I'm going to miss.

Worried about living a life I hate

I decided before I went to bed

to achieve my goals before I am dead

and live as if life was about to end.

Now I know, things are about to change.