What's happening?

What's the matter with me?

Why do I start crying suddenly,

when I'm alone?

Why can't I stand still,

without moving

for an entire second?

Why does the world

seem to spin so fast,

so much faster than before?

And my head spins with it together...

And my heart joins in...

And my soul needs to hold on

or it will fall down,

and leave my body alone

on this endless rollercoaster

into which my life has turned right now.

The world is spinning too fast.

And it isn't simple to hold on to it.

Will I be free if I let it go?