I'm not boring!

It has always been

a mystery to me
how it could seem
that I'm so shy
when I'm talking

to somebody in particular.
But then
when I'm alone

it is when

it's so easy to express
what I feel

in black and white.

And though I know
that you didn't mean
to hurt me as much

as you did,

it's what you have,
so now I have to face

my pain on my own,
as always.

And you will never know
what you've done to me

as I'm to shy to speak,
but not to shy to write.

So at least if I can not say

with sound, I will reply

and tell you

how wrong you are:

I am not boring,
I am just shy.